Sinigang Boy (part 10)
~ diz iz it!!!
13.07.2008
21.05.2008
it's chapter ten and yet it's the same story... it's the same choice but now it's his choice. i have been tied down by Love. shet! oo mahal ko na siya. after a few months of exchanging online messages, quick phone calls and yosi breaks - oo napamahal na siya sa akin. di ko inakalang mapapalapit siya sa akin nang ganun. he's definitely one of a kind. hindi ko siya natitiis. i tried pushing him back and staying away from him but everytime i try, i fail miserably. sinermonan ko yung BFF ko dahil sa kanyang katangahan tapos ako din pala yung nasa situation niya. no, i wont call myself tanga. i am just in love! can you blame me? somehow alam kong naintindihan ako ng iba. hindi naman to due to desperation coz im not desperate in the first place. kaya kong mabuhay ng walang lalaki sa buhay ko and i've been there. di ko lang inexpect talaga na siya ang magpapatibok ng puso ko ulit after such a long time. bakit siya? for so many reasons... he makes me smile without saying a word, he argues with me, he humorous, he talks with sense, he's not scared to admit if he does something wrong (he's brutally honest sometimes), he admits he's not that responsible but i can see he's working so hard to be one, he's passionate when it comes to family, he's a good listener, he's a good friend, he understands me pretty well, he likes my cooking (siya ang kauna unahang taong nagsabing masarap ang luto ko), he is down to earth (for me.. though some wud think he is mayabang), he completes my sentences sometimes, he gave my stagnant life a shake! i am very much aware that everything seems wrong to everyone, how can i contest? i know where i stand and i am just hoping for the best. i know he doesn't feel the same way and i'm not askin for anything. i just think he came into my life as a blessing.... he is!
Posted by sinigang-A 08:17 Archived in New Zealand
